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>> You must be ready.

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>> You must be ready.
 

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>> You must be ready.
>> Yes, sir.

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>> [music]
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>> All right.
 

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>> All right.
Over here's the kitchen.

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Over here's the kitchen.
 

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Over here's the kitchen.
Feel free [music] to use it as you like.

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Feel free [music] to use it as you like.
 

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Feel free [music] to use it as you like.
Clean up after yourself.

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Clean up after yourself.
 

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Clean up after yourself.
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>> Cool.
 

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>> Cool.
>> Over here's the living room. Usually

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>> Over here's the living room. Usually
 

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>> Over here's the living room. Usually
where I'm at in the evenings.

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where I'm at in the evenings.
 

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where I'm at in the evenings.
Help yourself.

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Help yourself.
 

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Help yourself.
>> Sounds great.

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>> Sounds great.
 

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>> Sounds great.
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>> Uh
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And uh down the hall, got your bedroom.
 

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And uh down the hall, got your bedroom.
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>> [music]
>> And uh make yourself at home.

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Couple ground rules, all right?

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No noise past midnight, got it?

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No noise past midnight, got it?
 

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No noise past midnight, got it?
>> Make sure that I return [music] by

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>> Make sure that I return [music] by
 

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>> Make sure that I return [music] by
midnight. Got it.

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midnight. Got it.
 

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midnight. Got it.
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Don't be bringing no girls here, all

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Don't be bringing no girls here, all
 

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Don't be bringing no girls here, all
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right? It's another thing.
 

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right? It's another thing.
I don't want a lot of people at the

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I don't want a lot of people at the
 

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I don't want a lot of people at the
ranch. [music]

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ranch. [music]
 

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ranch. [music]
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>> Won't be an issue, sir.
I'm not here to socialize.

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I'm not here to socialize.
 

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I'm not here to socialize.
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>> [music]
>> Sounds good to hear.

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>> Sounds good to hear.
All right. I'll let you get settled in.

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All right. I'll let you get settled in.
 

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All right. I'll let you get settled in.
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Uh start tomorrow.
Ready to get to work? [music]

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Ready to get to work? [music]
 

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Ready to get to work? [music]
>> Thank you, Mr. Woods.

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>> Thank you, Mr. Woods.
>> Please, Mr. Woods was my father. Call me

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>> Please, Mr. Woods was my father. Call me
 

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>> Please, Mr. Woods was my father. Call me
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Carter.
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>> Sorry, sir.
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>> All right.
>> Sorry, Carter.

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>> Sorry, Carter.
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>> I had to keep them from coming in, you

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>> I had to keep them from coming in, you
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Over here, we're going to finish with

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Over here, we're going to finish with
 

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Over here, we're going to finish with
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the saplings, get a, you know, get a lot
 

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the saplings, get a, you know, get a lot
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of trees planted [music]
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all around here, all right?
 

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all around here, all right?
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You ready?
 

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You ready?
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>> [music]
>> This type of work, you don't really look

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>> This type of work, you don't really look
 

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>> This type of work, you don't really look
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That's the part. You got to get down and
 

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That's the part. You got to get down and
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dirty here.
>> Judging me because I'm from the city?

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>> Judging me because I'm from the city?
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>> Well, no, but uh
most city folk [music] don't last over

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most city folk [music] don't last over
 

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most city folk [music] don't last over
here, you know, can't take to the

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here, you know, can't take to the
 

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here, you know, can't take to the
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lifestyle. Not everyone's okay with
 

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lifestyle. Not everyone's okay with
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getting dirty.
 

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getting dirty.
>> Well, I appreciate the concern, but

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>> Well, I appreciate the concern, but
 

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>> Well, I appreciate the concern, but
[music] I'm here to work.

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[music] I'm here to work.
 

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[music] I'm here to work.
I know I may not look the part really,

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I know I may not look the part really,
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but I'm handy.
I'm not afraid to work [music] hard.

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If you just give me a chance, I can show
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All right, sounds good.
Here's what I'm going to need from you.

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Here's what I'm going to need from you.
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You're here to [music] help me take care
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of this place.
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cleaning,
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>> [music]
>> fix what needs fixing. Sound good?

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>> fix what needs fixing. Sound good?
 

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>> fix what needs fixing. Sound good?
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>> All right. All right.
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Get [music] these trees planted.

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Get [music] these trees planted.
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Over here, we're digging a well. For the
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That's [music] going to go all the way
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>> We both kept to ourselves.
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three words to each other a day.
 

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three words to each other a day.
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I didn't mind.
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Ryder.
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Don't you uh
come up here and have a water.

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come up here and have a water.
Take a load [music] off.

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Take a load [music] off.
 

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Take a load [music] off.
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>> Sure is.
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>> Yep.
>> Nothing like a cold drink [music] after

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>> Nothing like a cold drink [music] after
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So, look here, man.
 

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So, look here, man.
Something I uh

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Something I uh
 

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Something I uh
I've been wanting to ask you.

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I've been wanting to ask you.
 

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I've been wanting to ask you.
>> Uh yeah. What's up?

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>> Uh yeah. What's up?
 

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>> Uh yeah. What's up?
>> What's a city boy like you doing out

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>> What's a city boy like you doing out
 

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>> What's a city boy like you doing out
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Doesn't seem like uh
somewhere someone like you would want to

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somewhere someone like you would want to
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Well,
I had this boyfriend back in college.

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I had this boyfriend back in college.
 

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I had this boyfriend back in college.
And I would do anything for him.

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And I would do anything for him.
 

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And I would do anything for him.
I did everything for him.

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I did everything for him.
 

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I did everything for him.
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But,
I guess he lost interest and he gave me

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I guess he lost interest and he gave me
 

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I guess he lost interest and he gave me
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the curve.
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>> I didn't have a place to stay for the
 

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>> I didn't have a place to stay for the
summer after that.

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summer after that.
 

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summer after that.
And it was too late for an internship or

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And it was too late for an internship or
 

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And it was too late for an internship or
anything.

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anything.
 

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anything.
So, when your ad came along,

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So, when your ad came along,
 

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So, when your ad came along,
I took it and ran with it.

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I took it and ran with it.
 

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I took it and ran with it.
>> Well, I'm sorry, man.

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>> Well, I'm sorry, man.
 

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>> Well, I'm sorry, man.
A guy like that ain't even worth the

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A guy like that ain't even worth the
 

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A guy like that ain't even worth the
[\h__\h] in the insoles of your shoe, right?

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[\h__\h] in the insoles of your shoe, right?
 

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[\h__\h] in the insoles of your shoe, right?
>> Thanks.

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>> Got to be honest though, I'm surprised

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>> Got to be honest though, I'm surprised
 

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>> Got to be honest though, I'm surprised
you're uh one of those

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you're uh one of those
 

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you're uh one of those
men who like men type, you know.

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men who like men type, you know.
 

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men who like men type, you know.
>> You can say gay. It's okay.

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>> You can say gay. It's okay.
 

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>> You can say gay. It's okay.
>> Is it?

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>> Is it?
 

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>> Is it?
I can't keep up these days.

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I can't keep up these days.
 

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I can't keep up these days.
>> Yeah. Gay's fine.

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>> Yeah. Gay's fine.
 

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>> Yeah. Gay's fine.
Why didn't you think I was gay?

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Why didn't you think I was gay?
 

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Why didn't you think I was gay?
>> I don't know.

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>> I don't know.
 

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>> I don't know.
Didn't seem like the type, I guess.

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Didn't seem like the type, I guess.
 

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Didn't seem like the type, I guess.
>> What do you mean?

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>> What do you mean?
 

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>> What do you mean?
>> No, you uh

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>> No, you uh
 

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>> No, you uh
work hard, act like a man.

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work hard, act like a man.
 

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work hard, act like a man.
Just uh

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didn't seem like one of those friends in

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didn't seem like one of those friends in
 

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didn't seem like one of those friends in
around times.

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around times.
 

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around times.
>> Yeah, some are feminine.

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>> Yeah, some are feminine.
 

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>> Yeah, some are feminine.
Some aren't.

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Some aren't.
 

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Some aren't.
But that's the beauty of being queer,

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But that's the beauty of being queer,
 

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But that's the beauty of being queer,
though.

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though.
 

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though.
You can be whoever you want to be.

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>> Yeah, love whoever you want to love.

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>> Yeah, love whoever you want to love.
 

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>> Yeah, love whoever you want to love.
I guess, you know.

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I guess, you know.
 

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I guess, you know.
>> Yeah.

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>> Yeah.
 

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>> Yeah.
I do.

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Uh okay.

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Uh okay.
 

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Uh okay.
Well, now I have a question for you.

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Well, now I have a question for you.
 

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Well, now I have a question for you.
>> Shoot.

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>> Shoot.
 

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>> Shoot.
>> What's an attractive guy like you doing

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>> What's an attractive guy like you doing
 

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>> What's an attractive guy like you doing
out in the middle of the country by

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out in the middle of the country by
 

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out in the middle of the country by
yourself?

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>> Well, uh

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>> Well, uh
 

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>> Well, uh
see, that's a story for another time.

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see, that's a story for another time.
 

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see, that's a story for another time.
>> Oh, come on.

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>> Oh, come on.
 

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>> Oh, come on.
Told you my [\h__\h] Now it's only fair

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Told you my [\h__\h] Now it's only fair
 

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Told you my [\h__\h] Now it's only fair
that you tell me some of yours.

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that you tell me some of yours.
 

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that you tell me some of yours.
>> All right. All right, all right, all

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>> All right. All right, all right, all
 

349
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>> All right. All right, all right, all
right.

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right.
 

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right.
You brought this on yourself, though.

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You brought this on yourself, though.
 

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You brought this on yourself, though.
>> I can live with that.

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>> So, uh

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>> So, uh
 

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>> So, uh
me and my high school sweetheart

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me and my high school sweetheart
 

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me and my high school sweetheart
we got married after we graduated.

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we got married after we graduated.
 

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we got married after we graduated.
We got out here to the country, just the

362
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We got out here to the country, just the
 

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We got out here to the country, just the
two of us, you know. Us against the

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two of us, you know. Us against the
 

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two of us, you know. Us against the
world type [\h__\h]

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world type [\h__\h]
 

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world type [\h__\h]
And uh

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4 years ago, she uh

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got cancer.

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got cancer.
 

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got cancer.
And uh

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And uh
 

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And uh
she passed not too long after.

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she passed not too long after.
 

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she passed not too long after.
>> Oh my god.

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>> Oh my god.
 

379
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>> Oh my god.
I'm

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I'm
 

381
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I'm
I'm so sorry.

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383
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>> It's okay, man. It's not your fault

384
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>> It's okay, man. It's not your fault
 

385
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>> It's okay, man. It's not your fault
she's dead.

386
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387
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Nothing to be sorry about.

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389
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Anyway,

390
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Anyway,
 

391
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Anyway,
I haven't really been able to move on

392
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I haven't really been able to move on
 

393
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I haven't really been able to move on
quite just yet.

394
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395
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It's just me trying to keep this place

396
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It's just me trying to keep this place
 

397
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It's just me trying to keep this place
from falling apart by myself, you know.

398
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from falling apart by myself, you know.
 

399
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from falling apart by myself, you know.
>> Well,

400
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>> Well,
 

401
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>> Well,
you got me here for now.

402
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you got me here for now.
 

403
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you got me here for now.
For the summer, at least.

404
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For the summer, at least.
 

405
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For the summer, at least.
>> I appreciate that, man. I do.

406
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407
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>> Things seemed to change after that

408
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>> Things seemed to change after that
 

409
00:10:01,360 --> 00:10:02,830
>> Things seemed to change after that
night.

410
00:10:02,830 --> 00:10:02,840
night.
 

411
00:10:02,840 --> 00:10:04,670
night.
We both dropped our guard a little.

412
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We both dropped our guard a little.
 

413
00:10:04,680 --> 00:10:06,990
We both dropped our guard a little.
Actually started to chat.

414
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Actually started to chat.
 

415
00:10:07,000 --> 00:10:09,150
Actually started to chat.
Got to know each other a little bit.

416
00:10:09,150 --> 00:10:09,160
Got to know each other a little bit.
 

417
00:10:09,160 --> 00:10:10,510
Got to know each other a little bit.
We were almost

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We were almost
 

419
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We were almost
friends.

420
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421
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Are you okay? [music]

422
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423
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>> Yeah.

424
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>> Yeah.
 

425
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>> Yeah.
Yeah.

426
00:10:36,270 --> 00:10:36,280
Yeah.
 

427
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Yeah.
Just uh

428
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Just uh
 

429
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Just uh
hurt my shoulder a little bit working in

430
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hurt my shoulder a little bit working in
 

431
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hurt my shoulder a little bit working in
the shop today.

432
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the shop today.
 

433
00:10:42,160 --> 00:10:43,150
the shop today.
Uh it's nothing.

434
00:10:43,150 --> 00:10:43,160
Uh it's nothing.
 

435
00:10:43,160 --> 00:10:44,710
Uh it's nothing.
>> Fine.

436
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>> Fine.
 

437
00:10:44,720 --> 00:10:46,390
>> Fine.
Maybe it's nothing now. If you keep

438
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Maybe it's nothing now. If you keep
 

439
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Maybe it's nothing now. If you keep
putting pressure on it, you're going to

440
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putting pressure on it, you're going to
 

441
00:10:47,440 --> 00:10:49,190
putting pressure on it, you're going to
[\h__\h] it up.

442
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[\h__\h] it up.
 

443
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[\h__\h] it up.
Here, let me massage it.

444
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Here, let me massage it.
 

445
00:10:52,040 --> 00:10:54,390
Here, let me massage it.
>> [\h__\h] you want to what now?

446
00:10:54,390 --> 00:10:54,400
>> [\h__\h] you want to what now?
 

447
00:10:54,400 --> 00:10:56,510
>> [\h__\h] you want to what now?
>> Dude, relax. I know what I'm doing. Take

448
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>> Dude, relax. I know what I'm doing. Take
 

449
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>> Dude, relax. I know what I'm doing. Take
massage therapy class.

450
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massage therapy class.
 

451
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massage therapy class.
>> Um makes me feel a whole [\h__\h] ton

452
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>> Um makes me feel a whole [\h__\h] ton
 

453
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>> Um makes me feel a whole [\h__\h] ton
better, but look, man, I think you're

454
00:11:01,590 --> 00:11:01,600
better, but look, man, I think you're
 

455
00:11:01,600 --> 00:11:03,670
better, but look, man, I think you're
over playing it.

456
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over playing it.
 

457
00:11:03,680 --> 00:11:04,990
over playing it.
>> You need to stop being such a man about

458
00:11:04,990 --> 00:11:05,000
>> You need to stop being such a man about
 

459
00:11:05,000 --> 00:11:06,190
>> You need to stop being such a man about
it. Let me [music] work on your shoulder

460
00:11:06,190 --> 00:11:06,200
it. Let me [music] work on your shoulder
 

461
00:11:06,200 --> 00:11:11,870
it. Let me [music] work on your shoulder
so you don't [\h__\h] it over.

462
00:11:11,870 --> 00:11:11,880

 

463
00:11:11,880 --> 00:11:13,990

>> All right.

464
00:11:13,990 --> 00:11:14,000
>> All right.
 

465
00:11:14,000 --> 00:11:37,870
>> All right.
Fair is fair, I guess.

466
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467
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>> Can't get a good grip with your shirt

468
00:11:39,390 --> 00:11:39,400
>> Can't get a good grip with your shirt
 

469
00:11:39,400 --> 00:11:40,310
>> Can't get a good grip with your shirt
on.

470
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on.
 

471
00:11:40,320 --> 00:11:42,750
on.
Could you take it off?

472
00:11:42,750 --> 00:11:42,760
Could you take it off?
 

473
00:11:42,760 --> 00:11:46,390
Could you take it off?
>> Uh

474
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475
00:11:46,400 --> 00:11:47,398

Uh

476
00:11:47,398 --> 00:11:47,408
Uh
 

477
00:11:47,408 --> 00:11:47,550
Uh
>> [music]

478
00:11:47,550 --> 00:11:47,560
>> [music]
 

479
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>> [music]
>> Yeah, sure.

480
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481
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>> [snorts]

482
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483
00:12:08,480 --> 00:12:09,990

>> I uh

484
00:12:09,990 --> 00:12:10,000
>> I uh
 

485
00:12:10,000 --> 00:12:12,030
>> I uh
I need to work on your whole back. You

486
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I need to work on your whole back. You
 

487
00:12:12,040 --> 00:12:16,390
I need to work on your whole back. You
have a lot of knots.

488
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489
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>> Uh

490
00:12:17,310 --> 00:12:17,320
>> Uh
 

491
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>> Uh
Uh

492
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Uh
 

493
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Uh
Yeah, all right.

494
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495
00:13:06,664 --> 00:13:11,239

>> [music]

496
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497
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[music]

498
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499
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[music]

500
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501
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[music]

502
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503
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[music]

504
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505
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[music]

506
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507
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[music]

508
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509
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[music]

510
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511
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[music]

512
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513
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[music]

514
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515
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[music]

516
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517
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[music]

518
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519
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>> It seemed like a blink of an eye,

520
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>> It seemed like a blink of an eye,
 

521
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>> It seemed like a blink of an eye,
but summer was almost over.

522
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but summer was almost over.
 

523
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but summer was almost over.
We had just one more night together.

524
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We had just one more night together.
 

525
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We had just one more night together.
But little did I know there was one more

526
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But little did I know there was one more
 

527
00:14:50,600 --> 00:14:57,030
But little did I know there was one more
surprise coming.

528
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529
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>> Hey uh Ryder, want you to come out here?

530
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>> Hey uh Ryder, want you to come out here?
 

531
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>> Hey uh Ryder, want you to come out here?
I got something for you.

532
00:15:03,750 --> 00:15:03,760

 

533
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>> Smells good in here. What's for lunch?

534
00:15:06,790 --> 00:15:06,800
>> Smells good in here. What's for lunch?
 

535
00:15:06,800 --> 00:15:08,070
>> Smells good in here. What's for lunch?
>> I'm uh

536
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>> I'm uh
 

537
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>> I'm uh
making something special.

538
00:15:10,450 --> 00:15:10,460
making something special.
 

539
00:15:10,460 --> 00:15:12,630
making something special.
>> [snorts]

540
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541
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>> So uh

542
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>> So uh
 

543
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>> So uh
So look,

544
00:15:16,630 --> 00:15:16,640
So look,
 

545
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So look,
never really been one to be the

546
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never really been one to be the
 

547
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never really been one to be the
sentimental type.

548
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sentimental type.
 

549
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sentimental type.
Um

550
00:15:22,870 --> 00:15:22,880

 

551
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but hey, I really enjoyed your company

552
00:15:24,750 --> 00:15:24,760
but hey, I really enjoyed your company
 

553
00:15:24,760 --> 00:15:26,670
but hey, I really enjoyed your company
over this last summer.

554
00:15:26,670 --> 00:15:26,680
over this last summer.
 

555
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over this last summer.
And uh

556
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And uh
 

557
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And uh
just wanted to get something like a

558
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just wanted to get something like a
 

559
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just wanted to get something like a
going away gift for you. Maybe do

560
00:15:31,670 --> 00:15:31,680
going away gift for you. Maybe do
 

561
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going away gift for you. Maybe do
something special.

562
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something special.
 

563
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something special.
So uh a toast.

564
00:15:36,470 --> 00:15:36,480
So uh a toast.
 

565
00:15:36,480 --> 00:15:37,990
So uh a toast.
>> A toast?

566
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>> A toast?
 

567
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>> A toast?
To what exactly? The summer?

568
00:15:41,790 --> 00:15:41,800
To what exactly? The summer?
 

569
00:15:41,800 --> 00:15:43,950
To what exactly? The summer?
>> Yeah, sort of.

570
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>> Yeah, sort of.
 

571
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>> Yeah, sort of.
Um

572
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Um
 

573
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Um
You know, it's been a hard couple years

574
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You know, it's been a hard couple years
 

575
00:15:49,160 --> 00:15:52,430
You know, it's been a hard couple years
since my wife died. And uh

576
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since my wife died. And uh
 

577
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since my wife died. And uh
you've uh you've brought out some

578
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you've uh you've brought out some
 

579
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you've uh you've brought out some
feelings in me I haven't felt in a long

580
00:15:55,710 --> 00:15:55,720
feelings in me I haven't felt in a long
 

581
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feelings in me I haven't felt in a long
time.

582
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time.
 

583
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time.
And uh yeah.

584
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And uh yeah.
 

585
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And uh yeah.
A toast to you.

586
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587
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>> Thanks.

588
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>> Thanks.
 

589
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>> Thanks.
You've taught me a lot this summer.

590
00:16:13,670 --> 00:16:13,680
You've taught me a lot this summer.
 

591
00:16:13,680 --> 00:16:15,990
You've taught me a lot this summer.
About independence and what it means to

592
00:16:15,990 --> 00:16:16,000
About independence and what it means to
 

593
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About independence and what it means to
put myself first.

594
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put myself first.
 

595
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put myself first.
So, thanks.

596
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So, thanks.
 

597
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So, thanks.
I'll be able to focus on myself for

598
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I'll be able to focus on myself for
 

599
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I'll be able to focus on myself for
once.

600
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once.
 

601
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once.
When I get back to semester.

602
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When I get back to semester.
 

603
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When I get back to semester.
>> Right.

604
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>> Right.
 

605
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>> Right.
>> [clears throat]

606
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>> [clears throat]
 

607
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>> [clears throat]
>> Senior year.

608
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609
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Man, you really uh you made me realize

610
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Man, you really uh you made me realize
 

611
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Man, you really uh you made me realize
how alone I was.

612
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how alone I was.
 

613
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how alone I was.
And uh

614
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615
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but I think I'm

616
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but I think I'm
 

617
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but I think I'm
going to get back into the world and

618
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going to get back into the world and
 

619
00:16:39,680 --> 00:16:41,829
going to get back into the world and
maybe try some new things.

620
00:16:41,829 --> 00:16:41,839
maybe try some new things.
 

621
00:16:41,839 --> 00:16:42,910
maybe try some new things.
>> Makes me really happy to hear it,

622
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>> Makes me really happy to hear it,
 

623
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>> Makes me really happy to hear it,
Carter.

624
00:16:43,630 --> 00:16:43,640
Carter.
 

625
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Carter.
>> Yeah.

626
00:16:52,790 --> 00:16:52,800

 

627
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>> Sorry. I don't know what came over me.

628
00:16:55,906 --> 00:16:55,916
>> Sorry. I don't know what came over me.
 

629
00:16:55,916 --> 00:16:57,350
>> Sorry. I don't know what came over me.
>> [sighs]

630
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>> [sighs]
 

631
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>> [sighs]
>> Don't apologize.

632
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633
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Look, uh

634
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635
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it's been a long time since I felt this

636
00:17:09,390 --> 00:17:09,400
it's been a long time since I felt this
 

637
00:17:09,400 --> 00:17:12,189
it's been a long time since I felt this
way.

638
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639
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>> Same here.

640
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641
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>> I haven't really done anything like this

642
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>> I haven't really done anything like this
 

643
00:17:31,880 --> 00:17:34,630
>> I haven't really done anything like this
before.

644
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645
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>> Don't worry.

646
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>> Don't worry.
 

647
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>> Don't worry.
We'll go slow.

648
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We'll go slow.
 

649
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We'll go slow.
I've got you.


